Finish it.

well the girl i thought i loved, i finally built up the courage to ask her out. but i never got the chance i found out she is already going out with a person. guess thats what i get for being to afraid, i will learn to improve, to take a blind leap of faith next time. because i don't want to lose anyone else i care about as much as i do her. i feel like i have to lose her or else i will do something retarded and it will end our friendship and her happiness.

And I wait here on my own, And I wait for you to see, All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

i went to the movies with some old friends tonight i feel out of place but it was strangely a good feeling. The way i saw them was moving so fast while i was slowly walking around them. it was sad but still amazing to me. i love them for asking me to come out with them.