why?

wtf blogspot you are not playing my game no more. i'm gonna go hang with tumblr till you learn how to act properly. anyone else want to play? there's a co-op play. http://livefastloveslow.tumblr.com/

Wheres my adventure?

I know i'm not the smartest, the fastest, the strongest, the funniest, the cutest, the richest, the poorest or the coolest. but i have to be something right? During primary school i thought i was smart, during trinity i thought i was dumb, during the holidays i thought i was happy. shame that one didn't last.

I'm sick of being stuck home. Nothing to do but think of what could have been. People say that school is boring, try not being at school and just seeing you complain.

I wish my mum wouldn't put as much responsibility on me as she does. I don't know what i am doing with this school crap i have never had to deal with it before how am i meant to handle it.

I need to escape, i need an adventure, i need you again the one who really messed me up.

u___n

"Whenever i am alone i think of sad things please don't leave me alone."

well lately i have been thinking about this girl, god damn my heart ha ha. Some of you may know this feeling when you attracted to someone but you don't know why. When you aren't talking to them you randomly get a thought about them and it doesn't leave your head. You start to look at everything differently, looking through all your problems to your memories where things were better. What can i say she has my heart tied in a knot, but am i wasting my time?

Do you remember when we didn't have to remember when things were better.

I want my life to not be so confusing. I haven't been the happy i remember for a while now. I need to sort out my school problem soon. I currently don't have a school as i failed year 11 and i do not wish to repeat at trinity. I tried to enroll at Gawler High but they could not accept me as they were full and as i am from out of the area they didn't need to make room for me. I am hoping to get into Xavier or this different kind of school University Senior College in the city. If only i lived in the city. i would be the happiest kid.

I was over at my friend Markus' place today and it's hard to explain how much i miss this kid. Whenever we are together, on our own or in a group we find a way to make each other laugh. This kid brightens up my day every time. I don't know what i would do without him. We ate some food, Teased Ashlee, I took photos of myself and set them as his wallpaper, We watched a few Youtube videos, We ate tea, Watched a comedy, Hugged everyone, Then i left.

It was a good day, till i was alone to think.

/inserts new sign off.
Keep smiling and all that jazz cat stuff! HeaRt ya's (capital R because i speak funny :3)